On your absence, these are the songs keep on resonate in my mind, remind me those sweet reminiscences, ups and downs we’d been gone through. I couldn’t stop playing them as I’m all alone, how I wish you’re here with me, hugging you tight and never let you go. But, it just too silly…attempt to control my emotion from thinking of you, it always be the hardest thing. I can’t hate you, it’s not your fault, and I don’t want to see you feel bad too. My love to you will never change, though we have our own way.
I couldn’t resist to give it a try in this relationship ever since I found you’re the right one who could give me the best of all in my life. Be with you, just like an angel who keeps me happy and safe all the time. I feel secure every time you’re beside me. Your gentle kiss on my lips, chased away the darkness in me. Surrounded with your warm arms in the cold lonely night, protecting my soul from harm and taming my aggravation just to ensure am secured. I still remember you whispered to my ear, saying “I love you” in one starry night. You brought me to the resort for a walk, I would never forget those sweet memoirs, reminisced the ever wonderful dream in my life. Immersing myself into your love puddle, washed away the grunge in me with your consecrated stream…
I never want to say goodbye, yet I never really want to try. Why don’t you just slip away and let me be alone. I was told to face the reality that we could never be together; to assure you’re happy all the time, the best I thing I must do is to let you go on with your destine with him. Although it’s hard to see someone I care so much being drifted away, since this is the only way to ensure he’s fine, why don’t I just do it.
I don’t know when we will be together, just to let you know that, the feeling is there, always burning.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
"That's My Goal" You know where I've come from, You know my story, You know why I'm standing here... Tonight, Please don't go, Don't be in a hurry, I'm here to make it clear, Make it right,
Well I know I've acted foolish, But I promise you no more, I've finally found that something Worth reaching for,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry, I'm not here to lie to you, I'm here to say I'm ready, That I've finally thought it through, I'm not here to let you're love go, I'm not giving up oh no, I'm here to win your heart and soul, That's my goal.
Please don't go, You know that I need you, And can't breath without you, Live without you, Be without you, Well I know I've acted foolish, But i promise you no more,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry, I'm not here to lie to you, I'm here to say I'm ready, That I've finally thought it through, I'm not here to let you're love go, I'm not giving up oh no, I'm here to win your heart and soul, That's my goal.
Well i won't stop believing, That we will be leaving together, So when I say i love you, I mean it forever and ever, ever and ever....
I'm not here to say I'm sorry, I'm not here to say I'm sorry, I'm not here to lie to you, I'm here to say I'm ready, That I've finally thought it through, I'm not here to let you're love go, I'm not giving up oh no, I'm here to win your heart and soul, Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul, Thats my goal....
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This song is specially dedicated to you, my Bear. I’ve been looking forward for this song, which could express my heart, feelings towards you. Since I don’t get the chance to sing it to you, I’d better put it up here and let you listen to the original singer (coz I couldn’t sing better than Shayne…*giggles*). Although we are not fated to be together forever, I really cherish every moment that we had in the past month. It was so wonderful, so lovely. Still remember how you cuddled me to sleep, brought me to beach, hand in hand, kissing in the tree house…just like our world with no others. That was the sweetest thing I never had with someone I love.
I’m sorry for what I’d done that hurt you before…I’m not good in words, I’m foolish, and don’t know how to keep you happy all the time but made you sad at times. You’re such a pleasant guy who’s deserved to be loved wholeheartedly.
“Finally, baby raksasa has to leave honey bear…however, their hearts are closed. The reason might be complicated. Seeing honey bear happy is vital prior to anything which baby raksasa couldn’t give to bear bear. Baby raksasa still love honey bear anyway…he even thanks him for loving him all this while…it’s precious and meaningful…”
