Friday, January 09, 2009

Enchanted Love

It has been a while I did not compose any song ever since I joined my current company. Too much concentration on work during working hours, gym, outdoor activities with friends, traveling and etc until I did not have time to spare on it. Normally I would need inspiration from any affectionate factors or under certain happening circumstances in order to give me the idea, where the fusion of one's character and emotional state are met.

And now, I got enchanted. Someone who gives me strength to carry on and try fearlessly. It such a miraculous event that I could never believe. All I want to say is, thank you for giving me this opportunity to have faith in you...and to love you more and more each day.



Ever since I saw you, it was
Unexpectedly cohered.
Gazing into your eyes,
Emotionally got caught up.
Never want to end this feeling, please
Enchant me with your love spell

Oh, dearly…I'm so
Overwhelmed every time I got this feeling
I pray it'd last forever, and ever

It's like a new beginning...

Letting go the past,
Observe for betterment in life, like a
Vivid star in the darken sky
Emanates brilliant gleams of light

You are the one
Of one of a million
Utmost I always want to be with…

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Happy New Year, DezPhrel, and fellow readers too!


After two years of hibernation, finally Dezphrel has revived his blog. He got his layout altered, and here he starts up with tad little sharing which he encountered during window shopping at local departmental store in this evening.

What you can see here is a notice that has been put up in the fitting room of one departmental store somewhere in town. Since Chinese New Year is just around the corner, my friend, Simon, decided to browse for new garments at Dua Puluh Sen Discount Store (somewhat 'super store' or whatever it is which was recommended by his friend) which really made me astounded. Frankly, the range of patterns and designs would rather be very limited. Hence, it is targeted to lower income buyers. We were still able to find fine garments somehow!

However, I found this 'amusing notice' when I was waiting for my friend who was trying the pants. Take a minute to read through the paragraph under "Attention", and tell me what's really gone wrong there...


Alright, guess you know what it is...Every sentence is directly translated from Chinese nor Bahasa Malaysia statement. Well, they presumed as long as local citizen would understand it is better than enough already.

Actually there are more to discover even in fancy restaurants, where you can easily detect errata from the menu; especially the use of vocabulary that could simply mislead to other meaning.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

LOVE :: SHEEP & RAT


Wednesday, October 25, 2006

The Rhythms of Remembrance II


On your absence, these are the songs keep on resonate in my mind, remind me those sweet reminiscences, ups and downs we’d been gone through. I couldn’t stop playing them as I’m all alone, how I wish you’re here with me, hugging you tight and never let you go. But, it just too silly…attempt to control my emotion from thinking of you, it always be the hardest thing. I can’t hate you, it’s not your fault, and I don’t want to see you feel bad too. My love to you will never change, though we have our own way.

Take care…



Nick Lachey - I Can't Hate You Anymore


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The Rhythms of Remembrance

I couldn’t resist to give it a try in this relationship ever since I found you’re the right one who could give me the best of all in my life. Be with you, just like an angel who keeps me happy and safe all the time. I feel secure every time you’re beside me. Your gentle kiss on my lips, chased away the darkness in me. Surrounded with your warm arms in the cold lonely night, protecting my soul from harm and taming my aggravation just to ensure am secured. I still remember you whispered to my ear, saying “I love you” in one starry night. You brought me to the resort for a walk, I would never forget those sweet memoirs, reminisced the ever wonderful dream in my life. Immersing myself into your love puddle, washed away the grunge in me with your consecrated stream…

I never want to say goodbye, yet I never really want to try. Why don’t you just slip away and let me be alone. I was told to face the reality that we could never be together; to assure you’re happy all the time, the best I thing I must do is to let you go on with your destine with him. Although it’s hard to see someone I care so much being drifted away, since this is the only way to ensure he’s fine, why don’t I just do it.

I don’t know when we will be together, just to let you know that, the feeling is there, always burning.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

"That's My Goal"

You know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,

Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But i promise you no more,

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Well i won't stop believing,
That we will be leaving together,
So when I say i love you,
I mean it forever and ever,
ever and ever....

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Thats my goal....


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This song is specially dedicated to you, my Bear. I’ve been looking forward for this song, which could express my heart, feelings towards you. Since I don’t get the chance to sing it to you, I’d better put it up here and let you listen to the original singer (coz I couldn’t sing better than Shayne…*giggles*). Although we are not fated to be together forever, I really cherish every moment that we had in the past month. It was so wonderful, so lovely. Still remember how you cuddled me to sleep, brought me to beach, hand in hand, kissing in the tree house…just like our world with no others. That was the sweetest thing I never had with someone I love.


I’m sorry for what I’d done that hurt you before…I’m not good in words, I’m foolish, and don’t know how to keep you happy all the time but made you sad at times. You’re such a pleasant guy who’s deserved to be loved wholeheartedly.


“Finally, baby raksasa has to leave honey bear…however, their hearts are closed. The reason might be complicated. Seeing honey bear happy is vital prior to anything which baby raksasa couldn’t give to bear bear. Baby raksasa still love honey bear anyway…he even thanks him for loving him all this while…it’s precious and meaningful…”

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Blood Donation Campaign

Theme: Service with Love and Joy


Date: 26th August 2006 (Saturday)

Venue: Swinburne University of Technology (Sarawak Campus)

Time: 0830 – 1130

Give Blood, Give Live

You are eligible to donate if,

  • You are in good health.
  • You are between 18-60 years of age
  • Your weight is above 47kg (ladies) 50kg (men).
  • You have more than 5 hours sleep.
  • You are free from any medical problems e.g. high blood pressure, heart disease, diabetes, operation <>
  • You have not taken any medication recently.
  • You have taken a light meal before donating blood.
  • You are not involved in any of the following activities:
    • Homosexual relationship.
    • Bisexual relationship.
    • Multiple sexual partners.
    • You have sexual contact with those mentioned above.
    • Drug abuse.
  • Your last whole blood donation is more than 3 months ago.
  • You have not consumed alcohol within the last 24 hours.
  • You have no dental extraction within the last 24 hours.
  • You have not taken any immunization within the last 3 weeks.
  • You do not have fever, cough, flu, sore throat, eye infection for the passed 1 week,
  • For lady donors:
    • You are not pregnant.
    • You are not taking contraceptive / hormone pills.
    • You are not breast feeding.
    • You have not delivered less than a year.
    • You are not menstruating.
  • You have not received any letter or phone call from the Blood Bank regarding the result of your last donation.


Light refreshment will be provided to donors.

Did you know…

v Every three seconds someone needs blood.

v Each whole blood donation can help as many as three people. One unit is divided into three parts: red blood cells, platelets, and plasma.

v Any person above 18 years of age and over 45 kgs. in weight can donate blood once in three months.

v A normal adult has five to six liters of blood in his/her body of which only 300ml is used during blood donation. This blood is replaced by your body within 24 to 48 hours!

v No special diet, rest or medicine is required after blood donation.

v Donating blood is a safe process. A sterile needle is used only once for each donor and then discarded.

v You cannot get AIDS or any other infectious disease by donating blood.

v Giving blood will not decrease your strength.

Jointly organized by:

Swinburne University of Technology (Sarawak Campus)

Swinburne Sarawak Student Council

Lions Club of Kuching North

Leo Club of Swinburne Sarawak

Malaysian Red Crescent Society (Kuching Chapter)

For further information, please contact us:

Swinburne Sarawak Student Council

Tel no. : 016 – 887 4353 (Saad)

: 016 – 898 7422 (Eko)

Email : sssc2006@gmail.com

Leo Club of Swinburne Sarawak

Tel no. : 016 – 809 3889 (Kenneth)

: 016 – 800 6669 (Terence)

Email : leoswinburnesarawak@yahoo.com.my


* You can visit our campus to get the registration form.

Friday, July 28, 2006

The 15th Day of 7th Moon in Lunar Calendar - Ullambana


Ullambana (Sanskrit), is the festival of “all souls”, the prototyoe of All Soul’s Day in Christian lands. In actual mean, is interpreted as “to hang upside down”. This is to describe hungry spirits – their esophagus is as narrow as a needle, their belly is as big as a drum. They cannot eat nor drink and are always hungry. Even though there is food, it will turn into charcoal as soon as it is swallowed. The pain is similar to being hung upside down. "Bana" is a vessel filled with offerings of food and it has the meaning of salvage. In other words, Ullambana means to save from being hung upside down and to relieve of pain.

The Buddhist origins of the festival can be traced back to a story that originally came from India, but later took on culturally Chinese overtones. In the Ullambana Sutra, there is a well descriptive account of a well-to-do merchant who eventually gives up his trade to become a Buddhist monk. He became one of the Buddha's chief disciples. His name was Mahāmaudgalyāyana. (Ch. 目連, Mulian, Pāli Mahāmoggallāna)

After he attained the title of arhat, he thinks of his father and mother, and wonders what happens to them. He travelled over the known Buddhist universe, and found his father in heaven.

However, his mother was reborn in a lower realm, known as the Realm of Hungry Ghosts. His mother took on the form of a hungry ghost---it could not eat because its throat was very thin and no food could pass through, yet it was always hungry because it had a fat belly. His mother was greedy with the money he left her. He had instructed her to kindly host any Buddhist monks that ever came her way, but instead she withheld her kindness and her money. It was for this reason she was reborn in the realm of hungry ghosts.

Mahāmaudgalyāyana eventually saves her from this plight by battling various demons and entreating the help of the Buddha. The compromise that was made was one that owes to the relevance of the Ghost Festival and ancestor worship.

The Buddha established a day after the traditional summer retreat (the fifteenth day of the seventh month in the lunar calendar--usually mid-to-late August) as a day of prayer and offering in which monks can pray and make sacrifices on behalf of dead ancestors or hungry ghosts. The family members of the deceased essentially pay for this service, and thus their patronage is a form of charity. The deceased ancestors are pacified and hungry ghosts can eat (the sacrificial foods).

The story ends with this festival and the rescue of his mother from hell. She ended up being reborn as a dog, but as a pet in a well-off household.

Another than commemorating the departed ones, in this month, monks and nuns will confess for their sins. according to Buddhist regulations, each summer during the 90 days from the 15th day of the 4th moon to the 15th day of the 7th moon, monks and nuns will not go out to convert. They will assemble together. During the summer retreat, they will follow the rules strictly, purify their acts, and concentrate on the right path. The last day is to dismiss the summer retreat.

On the last day, the monks and nuns will confess their sins. First, they will evaluate whether they gave committed any physical, verbal or mental sins. secondly, they will invite other monks and nuns to comment on their opinion, what they hear and what they doubt. Monks and nuns will the confess their sins at the assembly, correct their mistakes and restore to purity. After dismissing the summer retreat, monks and nuns might attain four kinds of Hinaya, i.e. early fruit, second fruit, third fruit and fourth fruit.

But why did Buddha want his disciples to hold the summer retreat? Buddhist followers normally practice near the bottom of hills or forests or close to water. During the summer, flooding occurs frequently in India. For all followers' safety, Buddha implemented this regulation which requires monks to assemble together to spend the summer. Besides, Summers in India are humid. It is the season for snakes and insects to grow. The summer retreat will avoid monks from being hurt by these insects and at the same time prevent the monks from hurting these insects, as they will not be going out.

Indeed, it’s also Buddha’s joyous day, here human beings becoming good rather than evil, understanding rather than superstitious, and being true rather than false after self-confession.

From this, as you can see, the way we celebrate this special occasion is slightly different from the Taoism. I’m sure most of the people would mess up this day with Taoism Hungry Ghost Festival since they are falling in the same month. Ullambana festival chiefly reinforces the concept of filial piety. It signifies the importance of performing "good deeds" to accumulates spiritual merit. Most significant is to share the merit with the departed souls, to help them reborn in good realms and end their suffering.

As World-Honoured One told Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva “if in the future, humans or gods who ought to fall into the evil paths as karmic retribution are on the verge of falling into those paths, or are already at the very gates to those paths, or are able to recite the name of the Buddha or Bodhisattva, or a single sentence or verse of a Great Vehicle (Mahayana) Sutra, you should use your spiritual powers to rescue them with expedient means. Display to them a limitless body, smash the hells, and cause them to be born in the heavens and to experience supremely wonderful bliss.”

Chapter XIII :: The Entrustment of Humans and Gods


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